good enough...

you see the problem is, my passion, my art, my love, my life, it doesn't have a career. it doesn't have a paycheck i can rely on. it doesn't have a retirement plan. it doesn't have a promised audience. so i am going to have to choose some other career. a career i'm interested in, but my heart won't be all there. a career that supplies the money i need to live, but not much happiness that makes me want to work. that is why i'm scared. what if the career i chose ends up being the one i hate? what if i never find something i love that also pays the bills? i can't live a life of "almost good enough."