oh romeo....

sometimes, i find myself wishing that he could see himself from my eyes. he doesn’t give himself enough credit, ever.

yeah, sure…..the way i see him is completely different than the way everyone else does. people judge him based on impressions and his reputation. i will admit, i did the same as everyone else when we had first met, but i overlooked it all. i was curious, i just had to see for myself what it was that everyone was talking about. and now, I’m glad i was curious.

i love that people see us, or hear about us, and they immediately doubt every little nook and cranny of our relationship. i love proving people wrong, no greater satisfaction. they judge him and refuse to give him a chance to prove them right or wrong.

i would say that i wish everyone could see him the way i do, but that would be a lie. If everyone did, they would fall in love with him too. they would see how beautiful he really is. he is perfectly imperfect, which i wouldn’t trade for the world.

yeah, we have had our ups and downs. everyone around me thinks that i am stupid for holding on, when i really shouldn’t have. neither one of us can resist each other, no matter how much we have hurt each other. i don’t care that everyone hates him and thinks I’m an idiot. they will never understand it.

when they ask what do i see in him,i answer by saying that he is one of most beautiful human beings i have ever met. its in the way that he loves me. its in the way that he is reckless, more than i could ever imagine being. its in his eyes, smile, and laugh. his laugh intoxicates me. his eyes  are my wonderland. and his smile is one of the best sights i could ever see. just his presence gets me high. the way he is crazy, but not looney bin crazy. the way his hands are rough but very tender at the same time. those hands fit perfectly over every inch of my body. the way his heartbeat matches mine. the way i cant stand to be mad at him, not even five minutes.

he is perfectly imperfect. he is my best friend, crying shoulder, my comfort zone, and my partner in crime.
its not easy at times, its not ole plain and simple, routine. it gets chaotic at times, but we always work through it.

we are complete opposites, pretty much. doesn’t bother us. its what makes us complete each other. we are each others missing puzzle piece.

he is my love.

home is wherever he is.