twisted...

it's so fucking twisted, you know.
this whole "love" thing. like really?
you fall in love and you literally fall.
you crash to the ground and i swear to
god all your bones break. you're
fucking shattered but you don't notice
because you've got this beautiful boy
whispering in your ear and kissing
your neck and nothing else matters.
but then he leaves and suddenly you
feel it. you feel everything. and you're
hysterically crying in your car at 4 in
the morning in some empty parking
lot because it's the only place that
doesn't taste like him and you're
trying to hold your bones together but
his old t-shirts don't work as a cast,
wrapping them around your chest
won't fix the craters in your ribs.
nothing stops the aching.