emotional...

i know i cry a lot
and for many things,
like sad movies
or failed grades
abandoned dreams
and songs that 
remind me of the past.
stupid things too,
like you,
and all the problems
i've created for myself
in my head.
but lately,
what i've been crying 
the most is myself.
the person i used to be and lost
and the person in the present
with no clue about her future.