ugh...

okay, so i have another rant.

one of my best friends, well his other best friend just so happen to have tension between the two. fuck it, ill just say his two best friends are my ex and i.
and there was something said that i just need to vent about.
lets call the best friend harry and the ex voldemort for this post.

well voldemort just so happened to randomly ask harry how i was doing, and how my father was doing. my issue, if voldemort wanted to check...he can ask me himself. i'm sure he wouldn't like the response, but point made. and how my dad is doing has NOTHING to do with him. i don't want him knowing shit about that. where was he when i first found out that my father had cancer and i was breaking down? the moment i needed voldemort the most, he was NEVER there. he has no right. 
and as far as i am concerned with how i am doing....i am doing just fucking fine. now that he is gone....my life couldn't get any better, excluding the father cancer thing. i no longer have to stress over anything he had me stressing over before. 
he was not the knight in shining armor, he was just one of the losers wrapped in tin foil that shows up before the real deal comes along. 

and last thing.....
i was on the phone with harry and voldemort had the audacity to ask in the background why i am so hateful towards him. 
uh, did he forget about the fact that he is a narcissistic asshole who cheated, then made me the villain.
honey, i'm not the villain....i'm the victim. and my retaliation could have been a lot worse. 
i don't just burn bridges, i blow them the fuck up. plus, i always said from the first time you met me, that i am not one to be fucked with, and if my bitch switch gets flipped, it will cause you to hate me. believe me now honey? 
i'm sure it hurt that nice little ego that you were outsmarted and caught, for once. yeah, you're welcome.
you're the one who cheated and got caught in public. even tho that wasn't the first time you had cheated on me, but i made sure it was the last. and you being caught should have happened a lot sooner, but it is what needed to happen to finally let me see the real you. 
so yeah, i'm hateful because i can be, that's why. i hold grudges, for quite some time. 
its not my fault that you cant stay faithful and are a pathological liar. you know, after all this i have someone to compare you to.....my mother. yep, that's it. 

ps: i have caught myself wishing that you'd get a hand job from edward scissorhands. 
hell, with the rate you go....you'd probably have to have someone finish the job you didn't a while back. one of these days, you're gonna end up getting something that ajax can't get rid of.