childishly...

i no longer wish to be loved childishly.
i want to be loved with the strength and
charm of maturity. 
i don't want to be smothered by the fear
of jealously and insecurities.
i don't want a relationship based
solely upon shutting the world out
and locking each other in.
i want to be somewhere where i can breathe.
where, with a million heartbeats
surrounding me, i can still know the sound
or even play the tune, or nod my head 
to the rhythm of the one i call
"home."
i want to call you home.