patience, dear...

“wait
what am i even saying
you are a mystery—
never known
only explored,
forever transcending me.
remember me
all you can
but dont ever think
that my twists and turns
wont twist and turn.
i don’t promise any
“forevers”
ever,
but i can
give you me.
masked like a
phantom.
im a poet but
you leave me
so goddamn flustered
and ineloquent.
i can sit on
my lazy butt
or i can jog
my memory
from time immemorial.
what the fuckkkkk
even is love.
dont tell me
dont ask me
just love me
in whatever 
way you want”