she feels...

and she was lost,
she didnt know what she felt anymore, 
she was both happy and sad at the same time.
she would never tell 
how she felt,
she would stay quiet
and keep it for herself.
she would laugh
and she would smile,
she would act like everything was fine
but she knew
she was living a lie.
behind her smile
she held a broken heart.
she would forgive over and over again
just because she was afraid to lose
someone who never saw her real worth.
she expected too much
and never learned to let go,
she got attached too fast
and when the time came,
a part of her was gone too.
and all those promises
in which she believed
flew away just like the wind.
and she waited,
and waited,
but he never came.
all she ever wants
is to never feel again
because every time she feels, 
all she feels is pain.