loss of you...

everyone has told me
that what i am feeling
is alright
and someday
i will not be suffocated
by the thought
that i have touched you
for the last time
but i do not want to breathe normally
if it means forgetting
and i do not want to feel this way
if it means sleepless nights
and painful memories

being consumed
by the loss of you
has been tiring
and i would do anything
to bring you back.

I miss him(^) so god damn much....

2 weeks...